Jennie

SAM

 

To be so small, so lonely, and to know something wasn’t right. To sense that you were unclean. To feel like you weren’t enough. To desperately wish to be normal.

To feel the weight of the world, of the universe on your shoulders. To be used by evil. To be seduced into doing the dark one’s bidding. To lose yourself. To lose your soul. To lose your brother.

To be crushed by guilt. To be rejected. To feel hopeless. To think that you can erase the stain, get closer to God by becoming *his* instrument. To rid the world of demons. To sacrifice yourself.

To find peace at last. To find your purpose. To grow and learn and change. To accept. To become a leader.

To finally feel like a hero. To finally feel like enough.

That’s who you are to me, Sam. Thank you for being you.